Before Desteni I had told him about God and heaven and so on - now I am telling him there is no God... He doesn't believe me, he sais that I don't know everything, that I could be wrong. And I have to admit that it is true.
So at the moment we're stuck. I have to let him be cos pushing would do more harm :-)
I guess he will have to experience me being differently, but maybe I am not. Just feeling so much confusion. So he is probably right in not believing me.
2008
